Say Somethin Baby

So we've been together almost a month now and things are really shaky
I know its supposed to be the honeymoon time, but you get mad a lot and I'm gon need you to say somethin baby
We promised to keep it 100, and so far, I've been keepin it 100 Gs
But you get mad and shut down, and ima need you to say somethin, please?
Even if the words don't come out right
It's alright
We can work it out right
Cuz I hate layin down at night
Chest tight
Thoughts bitin
Baby, please, shed some light on me
And I know sometimes I bitch and moan
But its because I hate being ignored and alone
And the pain is costing me
Cuz you react so unresponsively
Maybe I'm asking too much
Demanding to much
And not understandin enough
But right now, i only ask that you just
Say
Somethin
Babyyy

The Privilege

I just want to bask in your essence
Because the deep yearning inside is for me to only observe that way that you are and who you are
The strive to love you is constant
The effort is easy
To only watch you breathe and believe in what you see is a gift to me
Hearing you call my name only adds to the reality that youre mine
And despite all the things about myself that I have distaste for and what to change
Who i am is capable to love everything you are
Hard
Deeply
With a passion that, unlike me, passes through time and comprehension
And the privilege to even do that
Is all that I could ask for
I love you <3

The Way That I Love You

kept wonderin y u wudnt talk 2 me and y i cnt get over u.bt as long as we breathe under the same sky u will always have that piece of me that i thought no one cud reach.i wrote so many lines abt u, thoughts of u filling my being until i thought i wud erupt with a replica of you.thought we'd share everything, cuz u became my everything so effortlessly.though there are bright sides to this heartbreaking love prose it doesnt mean that im happy...im mildly over it.its hard, ya know, seeing as you remind me of everything i love, and everything i love reminds me of you, from the beaming sun to the subtle saturday morning rainfall.i dont understand how u crept into my essence like that, but it worked.and i was freefallin for you.whats even worse is that im not afraid to admit this.to anyone.and not a day goes by that i dnt think about you.i tried to deny it;act like i didnt know this feeling;tried to pretend that ppl my age cudnt feel it;but i was/am in love with you..and i walk around fragile, tryna let go..and i do it because i know im healing but will forever be changed..i cnt say i want to be with you again..i wouldnt know how to approach that..and i cn say that i was privileged to even experience a love that consumes me and keeps me on some everlasting high...other than the love of God of course...but then when its taken away, its not easy...i cudnt picture me without you...and here i am, living it...its unpredictable i must tell you...but so is life...and love...and they say all is fair in love and war, but i know love and war is the same...y??? because love is nothing but a battlefield....