The Way That I Love You

kept wonderin y u wudnt talk 2 me and y i cnt get over u.bt as long as we breathe under the same sky u will always have that piece of me that i thought no one cud reach.i wrote so many lines abt u, thoughts of u filling my being until i thought i wud erupt with a replica of you.thought we'd share everything, cuz u became my everything so effortlessly.though there are bright sides to this heartbreaking love prose it doesnt mean that im happy...im mildly over it.its hard, ya know, seeing as you remind me of everything i love, and everything i love reminds me of you, from the beaming sun to the subtle saturday morning rainfall.i dont understand how u crept into my essence like that, but it worked.and i was freefallin for you.whats even worse is that im not afraid to admit this.to anyone.and not a day goes by that i dnt think about you.i tried to deny it;act like i didnt know this feeling;tried to pretend that ppl my age cudnt feel it;but i was/am in love with you..and i walk around fragile, tryna let go..and i do it because i know im healing but will forever be changed..i cnt say i want to be with you again..i wouldnt know how to approach that..and i cn say that i was privileged to even experience a love that consumes me and keeps me on some everlasting high...other than the love of God of course...but then when its taken away, its not easy...i cudnt picture me without you...and here i am, living it...its unpredictable i must tell you...but so is life...and love...and they say all is fair in love and war, but i know love and war is the same...y??? because love is nothing but a battlefield....