Say Somethin Baby

So we've been together almost a month now and things are really shaky
I know its supposed to be the honeymoon time, but you get mad a lot and I'm gon need you to say somethin baby
We promised to keep it 100, and so far, I've been keepin it 100 Gs
But you get mad and shut down, and ima need you to say somethin, please?
Even if the words don't come out right
It's alright
We can work it out right
Cuz I hate layin down at night
Chest tight
Thoughts bitin
Baby, please, shed some light on me
And I know sometimes I bitch and moan
But its because I hate being ignored and alone
And the pain is costing me
Cuz you react so unresponsively
Maybe I'm asking too much
Demanding to much
And not understandin enough
But right now, i only ask that you just
Say
Somethin
Babyyy

The Privilege

I just want to bask in your essence
Because the deep yearning inside is for me to only observe that way that you are and who you are
The strive to love you is constant
The effort is easy
To only watch you breathe and believe in what you see is a gift to me
Hearing you call my name only adds to the reality that youre mine
And despite all the things about myself that I have distaste for and what to change
Who i am is capable to love everything you are
Hard
Deeply
With a passion that, unlike me, passes through time and comprehension
And the privilege to even do that
Is all that I could ask for
I love you <3